Pissed Beyond Belief | beautifulnightmare's Blog

I have only had one hour of sleep in the past 24+ hours...

And just in the past 7 hours... I have been insulted, had plans ruined, and had to deal with an insensitve jerk of a boyfriend.

I stayed up all night, because he had a high fever, and I was worried about him. So I checked on him every couple hours. I got no sleep cuz of it. I had to  go to a baby shower this morning, where the gift I bought for my sister was insulted, made to look inadequate... Then my grandmother decided even tho she agreed to watch the baby for the weekend, that I needed to come get the baby, so she could go sit in a car for 3 hours. So I had to cancel plans I had already made with friends. And I had to drag a six month old around while I ran errands in high 90* temps. But to top it all off... my boyfriend, who I spent all night worrying over... can't even be sensitive enough to realize I've had no sleep and I am going to be very irritable.

I guess it is just too much to ask for him to be sensitive enough to realize how I feel, and to ignore any snaps I make at him. Its too much for him to just take it in stride, and forget about it. No, he has to argue back, and make me feel even worse. He has to make me feel even more like a horrible person. He cant just fucking be patient with me!!!